LifE iS nOt a beD of rOseS!!

What can be my perfect holiday?

Now, I understand my parents that lil bit more, about relaxing at home during holidays. I could never understand why holidays were rather spent at home, why not go somewhere?? Anywhere but home??? Well, of course, even then, we weren’t deprived of vacations, that I must say, grateful for that! =)

My perfect holiday? One solitary day at home.
Explanation:
1. ONE: ok, maybe two, or perhaps a few. It depends on how long the social being in me can be confined.
2. SOLITARY: Alone??? Alone??? Yes yes. Alone!!! Spells F-R-E-E-D-O-M!!! Nobody to tell me to do this and do that, eat this and eat that, see this and see that………
3. HOME: Ahah! At home! hmmmm…. I’m beginning to sound like….my parents?? oh….. Is this a sign that I’m getting older? Oh heck, who is getting younger? Tell me!! Tell me!! Home is where I find peace, where I belong, my teritory!!!

I need it!! Maybe a day to do nothing but…. gaze at the ceiling? Read my favourite book? Fill my journal with endless thoughts? Stare at the tv watching nothing? Blasting the radio with unheard songs? Clean my home? Gardening? Read Purpose Driven Life? Read the bible? Most importantly, doing all these without anybody telling me to do so! Yes! That’s what i want.

I’ve got a job, not to make my life much more ‘meaningful’, heck, totally not! It’s just an opportunity I would not want to miss and regret, to gain experience most importantly, then the money-lah. This job has actually added another load to the busy-ness of my holidays. Memorising recipes? Argh…just what I needed, one thick file to read and complete–>assignments? Am not complaining!

Give me back my life!!! *grab grab grab*

To feel the boredom in life, is to appreciate the meaningful time that I’m having right now. So, give me my perfect holiday?? …..That’s how stupid humans can be at times. *shrugs*

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